[Verse 1]
Haven't been alone in days
Tending to find solitude in dark rooms and [?]
Packing up my things when I’m under
Hoping I can run away for months in the summer
[Pre-Chorus]
Avoiding calls from everyone I know
Trying hard to hide I'm sad, although I'm sure it shows
Watching my friends blow up on the Internet
I’m happy for them while I see them as a potential threat
[Chorus]
God, the ragged pulled from under me
When will I just let it be and let 'em see that-
I'm stuck in delusion?
It's hard to love myself, in conclusion
[Verse 2]
Can't help but to feel like I'm ignored
Unless I am successful they can't stop from getting borеd
Always in my head and self sabotage
Closе my eyes and just let itself unfold in a montage
[Chorus]
Can't tell dreams from reality
When can I just let it be? But finally
Trust is now confusion
’Cause I don’t like myself, in conclusion
[Bridge]
Hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
[Chorus]
I'm still in recovery
From supressing everything they did to me
And time is an illusion
I hate who I’ve become, in conclusion
Haven't been alone in days
Tending to find solitude in dark rooms and [?]
Packing up my things when I’m under
Hoping I can run away for months in the summer
[Pre-Chorus]
Avoiding calls from everyone I know
Trying hard to hide I'm sad, although I'm sure it shows
Watching my friends blow up on the Internet
I’m happy for them while I see them as a potential threat
[Chorus]
God, the ragged pulled from under me
When will I just let it be and let 'em see that-
I'm stuck in delusion?
It's hard to love myself, in conclusion
[Verse 2]
Can't help but to feel like I'm ignored
Unless I am successful they can't stop from getting borеd
Always in my head and self sabotage
Closе my eyes and just let itself unfold in a montage
[Chorus]
Can't tell dreams from reality
When can I just let it be? But finally
Trust is now confusion
’Cause I don’t like myself, in conclusion
[Bridge]
Hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
[Chorus]
I'm still in recovery
From supressing everything they did to me
And time is an illusion
I hate who I’ve become, in conclusion
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