Misskayshak - Eighty-Nine

See me now it is March '23
I’m living by myself away from family
I stay in a hostel
I’ve lived here longer than the roster
It’s not bad, I like it
Things look exciting but…
I just feel that I’m destined for more

It’s personal these affairs
That I find filling the air
Been on meds for a year
My life is looking clearer
My nose is acting up
Need my weight to come more dearer

I just wanna blow trees and go free
Give dat my family abundance and money
Make less issues for my mummy

I manifest the cashflow into my life-o
My future, I’m thriving
Family surviving
And we go down, stay round
All of thesе things now
I’ll love you my life-o
It feels right-o
My mummy always she sick why-o
Daddy lеarning to be less of a prick why-o
But I love him, knowledgeable man
Even tho he gon’ sin oh
My sister and brother
Nephew and cousin
For them I am thankful
I want to fund them

The life-givers want to go back home
I make them big house with the cash, no loan
G can drive her Rover and
I just hope that my daddy stay sober
Just so simple their life-o
Live without struggle
I see it, feel it
I just gotta be it

It’s all these different things upside of me
I can’t control, I won’t destroy
So I compile what’s in my mind
I work harder, faster
Leave all the baggage
I’m growing, healing
Leave what is fleeting
I make money I no work
Cau’ this feels so much better
Than a part-time job
I spend what I want
I do what I please and
That one with ease

This is my life, I just want lavish
I just wan' be walking round like a bad bitch
I manifest this into my life-o
Take as I’ve written
Read, it’s no typo

I send this message to all who can listen above
Someone to make this one fit like a glove
Cause all now I’ve tried, but I just can’t see it

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