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​sad boy with a laptop - Honesty (Ft. Chris Wright)



[Verse 1]
I barely feel alive when
I'm nearly thrown
Barely feel the love when I’m with you
I rarely wanna lie when I'm at home
But when I'm outside it’s all I do
So, I try to stay in pocket
Fall out of frame for the pictures, and talking
But stay when my name coming up as the topic
All my old stories come through so robotic, like hawking
I'm par for the coarse, ain't I baby (oooo)
Two strikes in, but the third really lazy
I ain't even swing, no
I just took my drive right back to the ocean
She chased me
Told me that I'm crazy, but
I'm here, really
That's a new feeling for me know it sounds silly
Haven't felt alive since my skating days
Bike popping wheelies
This life ain’t so chill but it’s fine
Cause they feel me, uh uh

[Chorus]
I need to be more honest with myself
Before I'm honest with you
Never focus on my own shit
Never really own shit
Never not alone when I’m with you
I need to be more honest with myself
Before I'm honest with you
Need to focus on my own shit
Need to really own shit
Need to be alone, and not with you
[Verse 2]
Caught feelings
That might be the death of me, cause it's not healing
That been putting stress on me, worried bout ceilings
Not the beat switch, never what the scene is
Millions of seats switch up mm
Couldn't tell you who I am anymore
Or what my plan was before, I just stand by the door
Like I’m waiting (for what)
I can't even handle no basics (like trust)
Imma deal with it
Imma take the case on the right with the bills in it
They gone call my name, “Mr. Wright, are you still wit us”
You must be insane, shine the light on a real witness
I done seen a failed business, ah
Shit, I'm wasted
Thought I told myself I'd be sober, that's just copy pasted
I can't see a thing I need lasik
It's fall but I'm tasteless, so I just wear sweats and my bape shit
But I don't own bape, shit

[Chorus]
I need to be more honest with myself
Before I'm honest with you
Never focus on my own shit
Never really own shit
Never not alone when I'm with you
I need to be more honest with myself
Before I'm honest with you
Need to focus on my own shit
Need to really own shit
Need to be alone, and not with you