"i feel like throwing up" by Ryan Cassata. From his upcoming album "Greetings from Echo Park", out June 6, 2025 via Kill Rock Stars.
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Directed & Edited by: Tom Goss
Cinematography: Justin Knodel
Gaffer: Alex Tobias
Makeup: Angel Baddie
Haircut: Charli Boell
Starring: Raegan, Shea Diamond, V Anelli, Seven Graham, Matt Pasini, Nicky Cutler, AAvalyn Staracho, Felix Tichy, Rachelle Tichy, Vic Leo, Don Mohr
Produced by Kill Rock Stars
Lyrics:
They’re at a Hollywood party
Flipping cups, they move like zombies
Having a face off with the fools in the mirror
And they raise up their ghostly hands
With every bump, they take a chance
Lining lines, then close their eyes
And they wait to feel alive
So they’re trading whispers, and tapping sneakers,
They’re wide awake, they feel alive
So they’re mixing liquors, and blasting speakers
They’re out of body, out of soul, but at least they feel alive
And I used to speak like no one was listening
And I used to do things that were more interesting
No interviews, no shows, I'm off the stages
I'm having trouble navigating all of these changes
My friends, they
Will sing this really loud
But unless a stranger sings it
I won’t really feel proud
My friends think that I’m going up
But I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up
It’s a long haul from the east side, and I’ve been staying in
My friends are moving apartments, and I bailed because I couldn’t lift
I’m sick of missing out, thinking what are they doing now?
While I chug 3 cups of water to wash the pills down
And they’re passing joints and loading boxes
I’m on the bathroom floor, so fucking nauseous
I miss feeling like a kid, invincible with thicker skin
I miss feeling alive, I shut my eyes not to spin
And I used to speak like no one was listening
And I used to do things that were more interesting
No interviews, no shows, I'm off the stages
I'm having trouble navigating all of these changes
My friends, they
Will sing this really loud
But unless a stranger sings it
I won’t really feel proud
My friends think that I’m going up
But I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up
My friends, they
Will sing this really loud
But unless a stranger sings it
I won’t really feel proud
My friends think that I’m going up
But I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up, I feel like throwing up
i feel like throwing up CREDITS:
Music & Lyrics by Ryan Cassata
Produced by: Mark Pelli, Ryan Cassata, Dave Scott Stone
Vocals, Guitars, Synth, Backing Vocals - Ryan Cassata
Lead Guitars, Drums, Bass, Backing Vocals - Mark Pelli
Synth, Backing Vocal Recording - Dave Scott Stone
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