[Intro]
Hey, it's your sister, haven't seen you since
[Verse]
Burning incense to cover the sweat
Calling the court back and talking to heads
Lately, the apps have been all that I get
So I don't mind ghosting my texts
[Verse]
April was hell, I left the company clean
I love a plot twist, if you know what I mean
Always unsure if it was real or just me
Freaking out, causing a scene
[Chorus]
I am not special
I am just here
Always in crisis mode
And smiling to mask the fear
That I am wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
[Verse]
In different lives, I could be better for surе
Running a cult or run for senator
Maybe I wouldn't be so insеcure
I don't like being observed
[Verse]
Mom said my bad luck was all of my luck
Lost a few teeth but keep getting back up
Every concussion, every fracture, and cut
Someday I'm gonna wake up
[Chorus]
I am not special
I am just here
Always in crisis mode
And smiling to mask the fear
That I'm, that I'm
Wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
(Wasting a good year)
[Outro]
Wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
(Wasting, wasting)
(Just checking in, to see how things were going
I want you to know that I love you)
(Wasting, wasting a good year)
I'm wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
[?]
Tell me all about your skincare routine
I'd love to know what podcasts you listen to
What do you consume to feel alive?
I saw a great movie last week, I don't remember what happened but
I had the theater to myself and I let myself cheat and binge
On Sour Patch Kids
How many other people were you dating and getting drunk with on a Tuesday night?
What do you consume to feel alive?
What do you consume to feel alive?
What do you consume to feel alive?
Hey, it's your sister, haven't seen you since
[Verse]
Burning incense to cover the sweat
Calling the court back and talking to heads
Lately, the apps have been all that I get
So I don't mind ghosting my texts
[Verse]
April was hell, I left the company clean
I love a plot twist, if you know what I mean
Always unsure if it was real or just me
Freaking out, causing a scene
[Chorus]
I am not special
I am just here
Always in crisis mode
And smiling to mask the fear
That I am wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
[Verse]
In different lives, I could be better for surе
Running a cult or run for senator
Maybe I wouldn't be so insеcure
I don't like being observed
[Verse]
Mom said my bad luck was all of my luck
Lost a few teeth but keep getting back up
Every concussion, every fracture, and cut
Someday I'm gonna wake up
[Chorus]
I am not special
I am just here
Always in crisis mode
And smiling to mask the fear
That I'm, that I'm
Wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
(Wasting a good year)
[Outro]
Wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
(Wasting, wasting)
(Just checking in, to see how things were going
I want you to know that I love you)
(Wasting, wasting a good year)
I'm wasting a good year
Wasting a good year
[?]
Tell me all about your skincare routine
I'd love to know what podcasts you listen to
What do you consume to feel alive?
I saw a great movie last week, I don't remember what happened but
I had the theater to myself and I let myself cheat and binge
On Sour Patch Kids
How many other people were you dating and getting drunk with on a Tuesday night?
What do you consume to feel alive?
What do you consume to feel alive?
What do you consume to feel alive?
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