DAX - Dear Alcohol (MEGAREMIX) (Ft. Atlus, Carly Pearl, Common Tribe, Dj Aaron, ERV ELLO, Kayla Rae, KC Makes Music, Kelsie Watts, Phix, SkyDxddy, Trippz Michaud & Troy)

[Intro: Dax]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 1: Atlus]
I got wasted just to fill my head with lies
Feeling like superman, the henny makes me fly
Until I wake up as the sun sets
I pick up that bottle, tell me what's another regret
I'm addicted to the buzz
I've tried hard to give you up
But nothing seems to work
Right now I'm feeling stuck
Promised my loved ones that I was done but
We both know I ain't done cause

[Chorus: Dax & Atlus]
I got wasted 'causе I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drownеd until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 2: Kelsie Watts]
I keep saying I'mma change but I can't stay away
Cause there's a hole inside my heart that's growing every day
So I medicate, I take it straight
Tryna find a remedy to numb the pain
Keep praying, help me find a way
To heal me, before I suffocate
Come find me, I'm about to break
Open a bottle and chase it all away
[Chorus: Dax & Kelsie Watts]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 3: Carly Pearl]
It's a quick high, then a long low and you call me tryna come home
But I can't be your only remedy
Tryna save you is gonna kill me, so write it down, put it in a song
Hope you pour it out, we'd all feel less alone
'Stead of getting wasted, waste your time making something real
You can turn your waste to power, helping other people heal

[Chorus: Dax & Carly Pearl]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 4: ERV ELLO]
I'm passed out and it's like I'm in a war
Life is passing while I'm wasted on the floor
See I've been drowning in a life without no passion
Coping with this drink and I know it's tragic
I wanna feel real life
I want some real kisses, feel the real touch
Find a real Mrs. 'til the fog is gone
With God as my witness, I'ma sober up, I'ma sober up
[Chorus: Dax & ERV ELLO]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 5: Skydxddy]
Just one more shot of whiskey then I'll put the bottle down
The warmth that it provides me is the best thing that I have found
And I know that it can't kill me 'cause I'm already dead
And I would do anything to drown these thoughts inside my head
I'm messed up, fucked up, and I only disappoint
My mental health doesn't give me much a choice
Drunk in the crowds, getting lost in all the noise
If someone screams and no one hears, do they even have a voice?

[Chorus: Dax with Skydxddy]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 6: Trippz Michaud]
I spent half my life drinkin', other half over-thinkin
Blame it on a disposition and a family full of addiction
Some say it's already written
I guess the first step is admittin'
It's hard being sober and dealing with feelings but I ain't a quitter
I don't plan on quitting, yeah!
Half a bottle got me catching waves
Bring the loud, we gone cross fade
Used to buy into being an addict
Until I learned another way
I've been finding my balance
Lettin' go of my malice
Here's a toast to the challenge, yeah
[Chorus: Dax with Trippz Michaud]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 7: Kayla Rae]
On the rocks, straight up so I don't feel a thing
I'd rather deal with it the next day than feel the pain
Try to find another way, go to sleep and fly away
But I close my eyes and I can't escape
Just a bad bitch with some issues I can't seem to solve
Always end up hurting anyone who get involved
And I tried but I'm no good at lovin' you
Said I was busy but I really just stayed at home and got wasted

[Chorus: Dax with Kayla Rae]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 8: Common Tribe]
Since you've been gone I've been sippin' into my sorrows
One last bottle then tomorrow I'll be sober, but I
I can't escape this hole that I've been diggin' in
All my demons fighting wars that I can't really win
I bite my tongue and hit the wall until I bleed
Trapped in my thoughts until it's hard for me to breathe
And I know it's hard for you to see but this liquor's got a hold on me

[Chorus: Dax with Common Tribe]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 9: TROY]
Every time I look in the mirror, all I see, ohh
There's somebody just wondering why they always leave
Ooooh Instead of dealing with it and feeling it
I tell myself I don't need someone
When it's all that I need
Oh, deep down I'm so lonely

[Chorus: Dax with TROY]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 10: Phix]
At fourteen I had my first OJ and Vodka and thought I was so G
But that quickly turned into poppin' these pills and mixing my drink with the codeine
But then I OD'd
I should've listened when they told me
Now when I drink, I get to sendin' you these messages just 'cause I'm lonely
And it ain't 'cause I'm wasted
It's because I'm lost
I need you to call
And I don't know no other way to take away the pain
I'm 'bout to fall

[Chorus: Dax with Phix]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 11: KC Makes Music]
You ever look back to a certain time and try to reminisce
And all you get is little flashes, a piece of the past
And as each year pass you start to realize that the only thing that last is the bottom of a glass
And your friendships' plastic
Oh well, that shit happens
But what about when you can't even make it through the day
And your hands start shaking, your girlfriend left
And your parents pray for your safety
Not just pray, but the type that would make even atheists' feel like it's something to faith
'Cause maybe only God knows what it takes
Maybe only I know how to break it
But I can't 'cause I'm caged in the shell of a man right now
I don't really wanna hear it
Hurt the people that are dearest
And it took my soul, that's why they call it Spirits

[Chorus: Dax with KC Make Music]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Verse 12: DJ Aaron]
You drink the bottle to feel okay
You thought the pain woulda went away
Tired of the emptiness feeling
You filled it with drink, to drown out the pain
But you didn't know, the things you was losin' in life
You couldn't face any problems
Now facing the bottle and it cost you losin' your life
Left me alone on this earth
And I need advice for the problems I have
Sometimes I just wanna pour me a drink
But then I remember the power it has
As soon as you take that first drink
You take it and then it will take you
I wish you coulda found help
Or I wish that I coulda saved you
You was the one that was drinking
But you'll never know what it did to me
I buy me a 5th and I get to thinkin
And pour it all out in ya memory
I'm glad that you're finally happy
Now I'm the one who will suffer
You was the one with the problem
Now you're gone and I'll never recover

[Chorus: Dax with DJ Aaron]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted

[Chorus: Dax]
I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
I got wasted