[Verse 1]
Wake up in the morning feeling broken and hopeless
Carrying so much weight on my shoulders alone, no friends
I’m so disconsolate I wish I’d just get hit with a bullet
The concept of joy seems so foreign, like it’s something from a fantasy story
It’s never going to take place in my life, nothing does, it’s so boring
All I do is keep fucking up, I got nada going for me
I’m on my bum while these other kids are scoring
Plus, I’m just the boy they’re ignoring
I can’t have fun, everyday’s more of my brain’s torturing
What did I do to warrant this, it must have been some abhorrent shit
There’s nothing I want more than to end this horridness
And I guess it’s gonna be death, whatever, I’ll go for it
[Hook]
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
[Verse 2]
My mountain of self-doubt is amounting to a height to high to be counted
It’s like all my life’s challenges can’t be surmounted
I’m bound for failure, I can’t thrive
How the fuck can I get anything right when I don’t have a sound mind?
No matter what, I’m getting outshined
Talent, there’s none I’ve found inside
So who’s gonna care when Owen dies?
I’m not gonna be missed, no one’s gonna cry
People will just forget I existed and keep on going, living their lives
I know, because no one’s ever given me time
I don’t blame ‘em, talking to me shitty and tiring
Because I’m so lame, not even a bit of me is exciting
Don’t take any pity on me, I have no worth to who I am
There’s no space in your brain that I deserve to be occupying
[Hook]
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
Wake up in the morning feeling broken and hopeless
Carrying so much weight on my shoulders alone, no friends
I’m so disconsolate I wish I’d just get hit with a bullet
The concept of joy seems so foreign, like it’s something from a fantasy story
It’s never going to take place in my life, nothing does, it’s so boring
All I do is keep fucking up, I got nada going for me
I’m on my bum while these other kids are scoring
Plus, I’m just the boy they’re ignoring
I can’t have fun, everyday’s more of my brain’s torturing
What did I do to warrant this, it must have been some abhorrent shit
There’s nothing I want more than to end this horridness
And I guess it’s gonna be death, whatever, I’ll go for it
[Hook]
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
[Verse 2]
My mountain of self-doubt is amounting to a height to high to be counted
It’s like all my life’s challenges can’t be surmounted
I’m bound for failure, I can’t thrive
How the fuck can I get anything right when I don’t have a sound mind?
No matter what, I’m getting outshined
Talent, there’s none I’ve found inside
So who’s gonna care when Owen dies?
I’m not gonna be missed, no one’s gonna cry
People will just forget I existed and keep on going, living their lives
I know, because no one’s ever given me time
I don’t blame ‘em, talking to me shitty and tiring
Because I’m so lame, not even a bit of me is exciting
Don’t take any pity on me, I have no worth to who I am
There’s no space in your brain that I deserve to be occupying
[Hook]
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
I’ve hit an all time low
It’s like my mind’s choking my soul
I’m all sucked out of hope
I just wanna go, fuck it, put a rope around my throat
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