$ega 死 お金 愛 (Artist) - I LIED, I STILL WANNA DIE

[Intro]
Ohhhhhh (I’ve been tryna find a purpose, I’ve been really tryna find a way)
Ohhhhhh (Do you hate me from behind the curtain, cause I really mean it when I say)

[Chorus]
Can’t get respect, I’m back to close to dying
You love him, was that what it really was
I sleep to eat and cry to past the time
Never give my heart, cause that’s all it really does

But, hey I might live again
I lost my soul in oblivion
My bodies cold, I’m shivering
I’m giving in, can’t feel my head

[Verse 1]
God damn, what the fuck
Heart tell me yes, but my brain feeling stuck
I went to hell, changed myself, and for what?
So she sleep with her ex in her bed, man it sucks

Someone tell me, what I do to deserve this
Only still alive cause my people don’t deserve it
If you find me dead in my room, don’t worry
I just take the drugs, man I shoot like I’m curry
[Bridge]
As a matter a fact I knew there was something in his past
He told me in so many words once
I never thought anything of it

[Chorus]
Can’t get respect, I’m back to close to dying
You love him, was that what it really was
I sleep to eat and cry to past the time
Never give my heart, cause that’s all it really does

But, hey I might live again
I lost my soul in oblivion
My bodies cold, I’m shivering
I’m giving in, can’t feel my head

[Verse 2]
I continue my life like my story written
Had an ex bitch once lost her to addiction
Thought that it was stable, but I guess it’s fiction
I’m just meant for myself no-one ever listens

Self-doubt, left alone, find it hard to go to sleep
I can’t make it to my bed, fall apart in pieces
Let it get to my head, when she sleeping in peace
I’ma end up dead on the news, when? You gon see

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