$ega 死 お金 愛 (Artist) - PTSD

[Verse 1]
Did you get even get my call last night, when I fucking passed out on the floor
I been dealing with my own self spite, you were bad all the way to the core
Can’t even look death in the eyes without me begging for more
Sabotage my own love life, pretty sure I’ma end up in the morgue

[Pre-Chorus]
But what did you mean I thought you wanted me
I’m fucking depressed I thought you were the key
I end up a mess and down on my knees
Don’t love on these hoes, they tryna to bury me

[Chorus]
I’m trying to be okay
STILL SELF LOATHING I CAN’T BE ENOUGH
I wanna go away
LEAVE ME ALONE CAUSE I DON’T GIVE A FUCK

Why won’t you stay
PLEASE HELP ME I’M FEELING SO DAMN STUCK
In a coffin I lay
BURY ME DEEP IN A HOLE WITH MY LOVE

[Verse 2]
Ever since 13 I wanna die
Failing all my subjects and I’m making up a lie
Grab the noose make it tight
Looking in the mirror see someone I despise
Is it even worth living, am I gonna see 20?
Am I rotting inside, why the fuck they find it cunning?
I can’t shed a fucking tear, but my nose is getting runny
Got a lump in my throat, but she looking at my funny

[Pre-Chorus]
But what did you mean I thought you wanted me
I’m fucking depressed I thought you were the key
I end up a mess and down on my knees
Don’t love on these hoes, they tryna to bury me

[Chorus]
I’m trying to be okay
STILL SELF LOATHING I CAN’T BE ENOUGH
I wanna go away
LEAVE ME ALONE CAUSE I DON’T GIVE A FUCK

Why won’t you stay
PLEASE HELP ME I’M FEELING SO DAMN STUCK
In a coffin I lay
BURY ME DEEP IN A HOLE WITH MY LOVE

[Outro: Presented by DiorLevii/Written by $egaDML]
I would rather have a nightmare than a perfect dream, because I know when I see her I will never want to awake, and when I do l will understand life without her is a nightmare eternally

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