Hellboy - Blackout

Im always dead lit, it’s been a hell of a trip
Slamming shots on ice but you’ll never catch me slip
Takin’ her to bathroom and she wildin on my hip
Tryna make it work Looking for a place to grip
In my mind I’m doing the most that I can
Piloting whats flying past my life span
Coming near a close, the end credits sneaking up
In constant celebration drinking vodka out the cup
Thinking I’m almost on my last fuckin breath
Can barely handle this speed, is there anything left?
All I need is some sleep, but these nightmares won’t
Up at 3 calling me back, please just don’t
I’ll never answer, pretending I’m sleeping
Lookin good, but on the inside I’m fuckin bleeding
I might be too fucked up, I think the devil brought me
Pop so many pills don’t even care, but it’s not me

Everything's about the name , but I’m not the same
Why can't you see the pain?, why can't you explain?
It’s all tough, when it’s easier takin the blame
Why am I always in flames?
All these fuckin games

I just wanted to fuck and keep them bitches coming
I’m always drunk Staying up all night for nothing
No one can fill the void so I start using
Taking all these drugs I can't stop abusing
I wanna change but I guess I’m real fucked up
Try to be perfect but it’s all just tough love
I wish it more simple but I’m all fucked
Can’t look past what happened I guess I’m all stuck
You only wanted me happy but it was all too much
You weren’t always there when I needed your touch
Drinking so I can forget your fuckin fazes
All you needed was your own fuckin spaces
I’ve been trying to tell you I just wanna kill the past
With the years going it’s fine living life fast
Tryna do what’s right but it’s not coming back to me
Now I’m trashed wishing we would just BE
Everything's about the name, but I’m not the same
Why can't you see the pain?, why can't you explain?
It’s all tough, when it’s easier takin the blame
Why am I always in flames?
All these fuckin games

Driving fast in the rain might crash and burn
There’s thunder hitting and its too late to return
All my life was it wasted or does it matter
I’m tryna break the chains but I might just fucking shatter
Shaking on the way to your house like shit
If we never met I’d still be alive, that’s it
So close together we never knew this is what happens
Pissed now she’s taking her lipstick off with some napkins
It’s okay but she doesn’t wanna hear shit out
Looking in the mirror crying all Filled with doubt
As bad as me it’s crazy I should walk away
Stuck in these places is the only reason that i stay
The pain just builds up past what you could ever love
So she dropped me hard to set herself free of
What you needed to live the way you thought that was right
But I’ll be ready to tell you it’s cool, it’s alright


Everything's about the name , but I’m not the same
Why can't you see the pain?, why can't you explain?
It’s all tough, when it’s easier takin the blame
Why am I always in flames?
All these fuckin games

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