Kevin Abstract - JEFFERSON

[Verse 1]
Where do your dreams live?
Mine are still in Kingsville
Granny died up on that hill
She ain't get to see me make my first mil'
Or tell her daughter how I actually feel
I did a [?] after the show
Out in Florida, we never done that before
Drove past the place I used to live at when I was four
When your heart gets to goin', you know how nostalgia goes
Writing emails to my dad when I was five
Hop on AIM, hoping he hop online
Is he finally finna tell me 'bout his other family this time?
And if not, we laugh it off like, "Oh, it's fine"
That's what my mama used to tell me all the time
What you mean I got a sister and she nine?
Who lying? What's lying?
Nigga, stop crying, in my bedroom with my thoughts
I be flying like, "Damn, when I grow up, I'ma be so fucking famous"
Ain't no way you can keep hiding me, nigga
This magic, I'm off being Simpson
Superstar, this magic, magic, magic

[Interlude]
So I'm tryna write about, like
My dad had, like
One foot in, one foot out type shit
And I thought it was cool when I was like
Oh, I ain't like them other niggas
I like them other niggas, my life different
My daddy love me, that's how I felt
My daddy love me, that's how I felt
[Verse 2]
Was-was-was-was running 'round with thugs
Always had a touch on them
Washing [?] money, some was burning on my skin
Girlfriend at the time had a crush on a nigga
With some skin darker than mine
And his dick bigger than mine
Kevin, do you fuck niggas? (Kevin, do you fuck niggas?)
I say all dick taste the same, little bitch (Fuck nigga)
Get the fuck up off my dick, little bitch (Fuck nigga)
Came from the mud, ended up (Rich nigga, ayy)
Got my niggas on my back, [?]
Hold me back, I'm finna spaz
Dedicated to my dad
Every problem that he had, I inherited with pride
See me shine, see me glide, see me ride, see me-
All this pain that makes me smile (All this pain that makes me smile)
All this pain that makes me smile, been in this movie since I was a child
It's like the Texas "8 Mile" with a little "Brokeback"
When the metric slowed down, who was there to keep track?
My 1999 memories where you was like Will and Carlton
Blockbuster and Tarzan
Man, you left before my story even started
So I turned into Beverly (Who?)
Hollywood's darling
[Outro]
So I
I had to- had to do what I had to (I mean, is that really accusatory? Like-)
I left Texas, I left Georgia
Went to California with all my niggas (Kevin, do you fuck niggas?)
I said, "Look, if I'ma do it, I'ma do it big, real big"
Show my daddy what it is (Kevin, do you fuck niggas?)
Make him show his bitch (Bravo, bra-vo)
That's what it is (I mean, is that really accusatory? Like-)
You gon' have to- You gon' have to tell your whole goddamn family about me, nigga (I'm not being articulate)
That's how it felt (Kevin, do you fuck niggas?)
That's how it felt (Ke-Ke-Kevin, do you fuck niggas?)
Ayy, y'all, y'all still gotta ask me silly-ass questions like (Do you fuck niggas?)
Kevin!
Do you?

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