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Lyrics:
Count the nights I spent all alone
The night 80 died I was losing my mind I spint all alone
Hell nah I ain't wasting no time what the fuck do you think
I come straight from a broken home
I slept in the car I was all alone
I slept in the trap I was all alone
I came with some niggas who will shoot up the party
Promise none of these niggas honor roll
Huh yeah
Had two bands tucked in the safe got a O
Now I'm on the road
He playing with mine then don't get confused
When that boy pop back up right with a runny nose
I joke a lot but I ain't one of those
I laugh just to mask when I'm feeling low
And that's just the way that it goes
When you black and a man go through shit that nobody knows
And my own mom tried to stab me
that shit hurt to my core
She looked me dead in my eyes
and told me I'm her son no more
That shit hurt so bad coulda dropped to the floor
But I turn my pain to power I'm wanting more
I got a short fuse I been itching for war
And how they claim they family
Claim they family but switch just for cash
I woulda gave you it you ran in my stash
And its some shit you did and cant take it back
And I might forgive ya
Won't forget memories cached
That's my fuel just to go get to the bag
Motivation by the day to go stack
Okay switch it up
Got a few niggas I call they gonna pick it up
Down on my ass god forgive me for sticking up
God forgive me I had called you weren't picking up
Sometimes I just wanna go fly with the angels
Like lemme go fly with the doves
Said she won't leave me just believe in love
What a lie she left my ass in the dust yeah
Count the nights I spent all alone
The night eighty died I was losing my mind I spint all alone
Hell nah I ain't wasting no time what the fuck do you think
I come straight from a broken home
I slept in my car I was all alone
I slept in the trap I was all alone
Came with some niggas who will shoot up this bitch
Promise none of these niggas honor roll huh yeah
Had two bands tucked in the safe got a O
Now I'm on the road
He playing with mine then don't get confused
When that boy pop back up right with a runny nose
I joke a lot but I ain't one of those
I laugh just to mask when I'm feeling low
And that's just the way that it goes
When you black and a man
go through shit that nobody knows
The night 80 died I was losing my mind I spin all alone
Hell nah I ain't wasting no time what the fuck do you think
I come straight from a broken home
I slept in the car I was all alone
I slept in the trap I was all alone
I came with some niggas who will shoot up the party
Promise none of these niggas honor roll
Huh yeah
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