...and to hold forever

thank you for listening. i love little spaces where i can fit in without too many people noticing.

last night i had a dream we were together again
and we layed in your bed
and i held your hand
then we both got up
and we got in the shower
and i held you close
and when i got out
all the lights were dark and it was cold in the room
and i looked around and i couldnt find you
and i panicked and thought of blowing up your phone
but i knew u were gone
and i was alone
sometimes i wonder whats the fucking point of anything
i walk around this room with my head all down and buried
i hate everybody i hate everything i dont want anything
im fucked up i always fuck up and ruin everything
i dont know why i hurt you
always doing things i didnt mean

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