Hussain Manawer - If She Was Here (Official Music Video)

Illywave Records Presents 'If She Was Here' a tribute to all those experiencing grief and loss of a mother.

Composed by Reiss Nicholas
Executive Video Producer: Sam White
Directed by: Ryan Adagio

Available now all on digital stores including Apple Music and Spotify

Illywave Records is a division of the Illywood Entertainment Group

Lyrics:

If She Was Here
I would tell her I missed her
I would tell her when the ambulance came and we carried her out of the house I pushed through the sheet they put over her
I kissed her

Id tell her,
The night you left mum,
I got thrown into a twister
And I just wish I could go back to them days I would come home from school
Sit on the sofa and you told me to hurry up coz it was my wife and kids, saved by the bell, So I better eat my yogurt whilst I watch sister sister

If She Was Here
My house wouldn’t have fallen
If she was here
My drive wouldn’t have got lost,
My engine wouldn’t have stallen
If she was here
I would never have wrote these words, but now its just the words I have that turn to prayers that I hope are calling

Your heart line
But I don’t expect you to ever come to heavens frontline
And look down, but if you do get some time
Well, go on then, maybe just one time,
I hope you take a look and see we're getting through grief just fine

I hope you get to see that your sun-shines
Not to say I’m not hurting
But not letting the hurt of you consume all of time
Because that’s not what you wanted
To live and occupy both the heart and mind

But It's in the heart is where I keep you
And in my mind is where we speak too
Sometimes it’s hard for me to say this but I don't feel you
Then I feel guilty then overwhelm myself stand still and breathe through
I guess that's what growth looks like and if you ever see me on a day like this mum,
It means it doesn’t matter how strong I look, mother,
I still wanna see you

If she was here

I would tell her I missed her
I would tell her when the ambulance came and we carried her out of the house I pushed through the sheet they put over her and I kissed her
I can never forget what she left inside of me
But I miss her

She was a special gift her

A mothers day without your mother
True say can be really hard
But what I learnt is what they left is
Love and blessings
It’s only yours, it’s only ours
And sometime’s that’s enough to get through
You let it out,
Your emotions were not designed for you to keep them in jars

Because if she was here

I would tell her I missed her
I would tell her when the ambulance came and we carried her out of the house I pushed through the sheet they put over her and I kissed her

If she was here

Id tell her, her grandchildren stand by her grave with watering cans
Asking all the questions in the world about their wonderful nan
What hurts the most is you don't get to see how much of you is in them
But there's so much that I don't understand

But I do know,
Life without you can seem impossible
But day by day will make it probable
Honourable,
Now that were growing up now we’re responsible
Through every day, through every obstacle

Because she still is here

YOUR MOTHERS LOVE IS UNSTOPPABLE

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