[Verse 1: Oliver Kasady]
I been half awake for like six months or more
I don't have the damn strength to pick myself up off the floor
And I can tell you that I'm changing, but I never feel too sure
Because I'm constantly on the run from things that I ignore
And that's the problem, maybe I ignore too much
I been cold to the heart, yeah, I been cold to the touch
Popping off excuses just to lean on 'em like a crutch
And reaching out closed up is nothing more than a punch
I wanna be the person I been trying to be
But I've got two personalities that's fighting to me
I been looking in the mirror and don't like what I see
And I been tryna think clearer, but... but...
I haven't been trying and hiding from it is killing me
And at some point, I have to start taking responsibility
I'll just wait until what's left of me gets washed ashore
Until then, I been... I been...
[Chorus: 49K]
I been fucking up for like six months or more
I feel it in my gut, but yet it's something I ignore
And when I've had enough, I'm always coming back for more
That's why I'm fucking up for like six months or more
Fired from my job, now I'm back to self loathing
Feeling like a slob, wearing oversized clothing
Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing
Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing
[Verse 2: Graffik]
I just had a touch down flight, man, I swear to God
I would never lie about no price, man, I swear to God
You can't run into me, man, I'm living large
Diamonds on my wrist, I'm chilling with the stars
I be on the strip, I'm with the fucking mob
I can't take a little bit, I need a lot
We gon' play it smart, we gon' play it smart (Yeah)
We don't hang with sharks, gon' and play your part (Yeah)
We gon' fuck around and we gon' lose one
Y'all gon' fuck around and you gon' lose some (But y'all gon' lose some)
We been getting awards, homie, choose one
Yeah, I got bigger Macs, the extendo attached (Yeah)
We in your crib with that
Yeah, you don't wan' see that
You don't wan' see (No)
I look to the skies and I ask, "Why is it this?" Yeah (Why is it this? Yeah)
[Chorus: 49K]
I been fucking up for like six months or more
I feel it in my gut, but yet it's something I ignore
And when I've had enough, I'm always coming back for more
That's why I'm fucking up for like six months or more
Fired from my job, now I'm back to self loathing
Feeling like a slob, wearing oversized clothing
Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing
Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing
[Outro: 49K]
I been fucking up for like six months or more
I feel it in my gut, but yet it's something I ignore
And when I've had enough, I'm always coming back for more
That's why I'm fucking up for like six months or more
Fired from my job, now I'm back to self loathing
Feeling like a slob, wearing oversized clothing
Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing
Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing
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